If I was different, would you like me more?

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Lmao, I feel annoying.

Sorry everyone if you think I am -- can't help it...it dwells deep within my personality...

Cheeched Chick HiGh Reviewed by Cheeched Chick HiGh on 12-09-2004. If I was different, would you like me more? Lmao, I feel annoying. Sorry everyone if you think I am -- can't help it...it dwells deep within my personality... Rating: 5

[RESiNATE]

Hey Cheeched...are you looking for some home truths, or are you looking for something else?

It matters not what people think about you, but more about what you think about yourself. If you are at one with yourself, then nothing else matters.
People will think what they want to - changing who you are to suit other people's ideas, will not sit well with you, and you will end up being unhappy...because you are not being yourself, understand?

Sure, you can ask people if the things that you do/say/etc upsets them...but if those things reflect your TRUE spirit, then it is their problem, not yours.

I know who I am, and I know that there are certain aspects about me that are annoying...but you will find that nobody will thank you for pretending to be something other than that which you are not

[Lulu]

I recommend you read a book called;

'Women Who Run with the Wolves' by Clarissa Pinkola Estes phd

If you try to mould your personality to suit and please all people you'll just end up being a declawed version of yourself, a Lady-woman, devoid of selfworth and too unsure of your own feelings to ever be truly at ease in your own skin. Based on this, however happy or successful you are, you'll be running the risk of that all coming tumbling down with the first caustic or critical remark directed at you. Be yourself - warts and all. Oh and read that book, it really helped me

Lulu xx

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg...57558?v=glance

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Yeah...Im not really thinking of changing myself, I just feel really annoying -- like, I dont fit. I dont really fit anywhere except with the "burned-out" cause they seem to accept me...I dont know...it feels weird. I dont try to be what others may assume to be as "moronic" I do things not because I think itll be stupid or because I think its the smartest thing to do...I do it for the experience, to find out the outcome instead of always wondering. I may make some annoying topics, but thats just me babbling on about useless things to help me pass the time by during my 1st hour. I think you all are great people, but its almost like I am a shadow....gone...like Mcbeths "Out out breif candle, life is but a walking shadow..." I feel like that candle, and so I feel that I should experience everything atleast once. I get a thrill from dangerous stuff, I love adventure -- at all costs and at all risks.

So...I might do stupid things to alot of you...but, I find them an adventure, a learning experience to find my own mind...I dont learn from others mistakes...I have to make my own before Ill recognize how wrong it is. I like the hard way.

So, I just apologize for any thing I may of said that could had offended anyone, and Im sorry to those who find my mind feeble (though, it is...but it is still growing) and hope for peoples understanding...because thats all that can be given or done...

So, everyone take care...

[crystal clear pepsi]

its not jsut women LuLu .... that goes for every one , live for yourself , not for the ppl who u are around

[RESiNATE]

I hear what you're saying, Cheeched - to view life through someone else's eyes, is not to see life...but, sometimes lessons are learnt by others, as a warning to others.

[robert42]

fuck wt people think

[poorman3]

i don`t know you so, how could i like you more?

[zarathustra]

No matter what people act like, they always want to do stupid shit that they'd be embarassed to. It's a beautiful thing when somebody is confident enough to experience life with their own hands.

At one point, people were afraid to fly.

[IntrepidS]

well you could start out by getting a life..............................





nah just kidding. But honestly you're stressing yourself over nothing. With all respect for Cannabis.com board members, it really doesn't matter what people here think of you...this is an internet message board, nobody knows you, no matter what you say or do. They can't judge you, and if they choose to, you just have to tell yourself that they're not in the position to critisize you, and just ignore them.