Quote Originally Posted by Samwhore
sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?
salvia was alright. I forgot how intense it was(last time I did it I swore I would never touch it again but curiosity got the best of me). yeah maybe love would help. But god damn I just feel TOO PARANOID. I don't know why, well maybe I do. I have always felt this way, but now it seems more and more real, like maybe i'm not paranoid, just aware.