when theres no other direction

[Ammie]

do u ever feel lost? not like directions lost, i mean lost in side of urself?
so lost that u dont know if u will ever bring urself back or even if u can bring urself back? do u ever feel alone and scared and confused about what direction to take ur life in because its time to try again and start over? Or do u ever just want to give up and say fuck it? do u ever feel sad for no reason? do u get uncontolable bursts of happiness that only seem to last a breif moment? do u think that ur life will never seem to get any better? or do u just not take the time to think about it at all? do u shut urself off to everyone around u because u are afride that they might hurt u? do u ever feel like u are just not good enuff? do u try to put on a show for people and hide the real u because u think that its easier if they dont know u? or do u just shut urself off completely? have u gotten to the point when ur just so hurt by life that u have no more emotions? u cant even cry? do u feel like there is no one else like u out there in the world that could possibly know what ur goin thru? do u ever feel that ur no longer living and ur just exsisting?





sry guys i had to get this off my chest

Ammie Reviewed by Ammie on 12-09-2004. when theres no other direction do u ever feel lost? not like directions lost, i mean lost in side of urself? so lost that u dont know if u will ever bring urself back or even if u can bring urself back? do u ever feel alone and scared and confused about what direction to take ur life in because its time to try again and start over? Or do u ever just want to give up and say fuck it? do u ever feel sad for no reason? do u get uncontolable bursts of happiness that only seem to last a breif moment? do u think that ur life will Rating: 5

[koshea]

welcome to 85% of my feelings ammie

[RESiNATE]

Yeps, Ammie....
Like Koshea said, I think you just described 99% of this board, my love

I was driving to work the other day, I had this feeling in me that I wanted to just pull over, and absolutely break down into a fit of tears...but, I knew that I couldn't cry.
A feeling of complete and utter despair...hopelessness and self-pity.
Then, when I got to work, I was cracking jokes and stuff...

..the masks we wear, init

Ditto to everything you said...

*Res hugs Ammie*

[koshea]

id call a group hug but its be more like res and me jumping on ammie passionitley

[RESiNATE]

lmao..true, Koshea...but, I think that the hugs are genuine this time, init

*we all hugs eachother*

[kuulbns]

Ammie hunny, I think we all feel that way at times. The important thing is that you are able to seperate yourself from these feelings and take care of yourself. And I know you do,...anyway you know we Luv you,...Mama

[jacquelyne]

Yep ammie i think we all go through that phase sometimes just some people get affected more than others as long as you are coping with general life things will be ok but if the feelings are consuming you then there there is help out there that you can get and always think of the positive side and the ones you love and it will help pull you through the bad times.

[SPLIFF ENJOYER]

im high right now but that has brung some stuff to memory ... only the smoke heals... times arent always the best

[Day Dreamin Faze]

Its Life.

[GooseBear]

Ammie!! I feel like that too. I only just realized that I have complete utter control over my life and can do whatever. I was living in a bubble and now that I am in college everything seems so much bigger. Not so big that I can't handle them but I have so many decisions to make in life and sometimes it's overwhelming.
I think we just have to fight through it and dig to find out who we really are. Even if it means not everybody likes you. I found that out. I always needed people to like me but now I see not everyone is going to.
I also wonder why am I here. What am I doing?? Then bursts of happiness and then back to what is going on. For now I decided just to live. (however that means?)