Thank you all, and yes I understand what you are saying. It probably is something painful and I can tell she doesn't want to bring it up. But I'm here for her. I want to share her pain. I'd take it all if I could.

And Scarlet Sky, it's a problem with both, me and weed and in general. Hell if she had the strength to tell me I'd never smoke again but this is stressing me out and making it more difficult. She doesn't know how badly this bothers me. It feels like she doesn't trust me and after our conversation last night I told her it's like I don't even know her at all, even tho theres been like nothing else we haven't talked about and she had to go and be an ass and say "Well maybe you don't." Normally something like this doesn't bother me but this is REALLY bothering me but she went to bed last night before the issue was resolved and I hate to bring it up again but it's going to drive me crazy if I don't.