Try smoking and watching Baraka. Trippy!

Want something more trippy, read DMT: The Spirit Molecule.

After doing the above I'm no longer afraid to die. You're experiencing a bit of anxiety I think. I started having those feelings when I was 21 too. No longer under your parents control and nurture you realize how big the world is and how confusing it is. Don't worry though, it gets better!

Dying is just part of life, we all eventually will. Your death is the end of your body but think about your future kids and the effect your life has on other people. In some ways your life resonates and lasts forever!