i try not to worry bout shit like this...i mean...you just gadda take what happens in life...deal with it, and move on....

i know its crazy to kill myself worrying, but when you've always been the sole provider for your family...you worry...i always feel like a failure no matter what...

i was on medication...but haven't been able to get back to the doctor for more...i was having pretty regular moods while on my meds...now its like i'm all over the place...i'm pretty positive i am bipolar...
blegh...

i'm glad for all of y'alls kind words...its good to know even if here where i live, i dont really have any friends...i can come on here and have some of the bestest people around as my friends...who'll lift me up when i'm down...

y'all people rock...

i guess it helps to hear logical, rational reasoning from other people...kinda reaffirms what you already know but are too scared to acknowledge...