i'm planning on starting to grow, but even then i'ts going to be a relatively small operation... even if i manage to grow it (i've tried a few other times very unsucessfully) to maturity, i wouldn't imagine i'd be getting too much, definately not enough to keep me sustained until the next batch is mature... even if i spaced it out far and wide...

i live in my grandparents home, now i do have her permission to grow (we had a disccusion about it one day, and then after much talk, she wanted proof who safe it actually was, how full of it the us govt. really is, and how medicinally helpful it can really be, so i ended up printing her over 100 pages worth the shit)

still got a problem with that tho >.< (sorry i'm not trying to like jack your thread or something, but you asked) and that is i'm smart as hell, but i read at about half the level i really should, not only do i read slow as hell, but i also have problems understanding it.. i hav eno mentor to show me how to grow (and that's the way i learn best, hands on) and somehow, i know if i go into the growing section and basicly ask someoen to break it down for me.. (i know there are numerous things to know if you get really into growing, but i'd just be needing the basics) they're just going to tell me to read up on it....

which, is basicly useless to me... there is no simple to read guide.. everything gets so complicated and i just can't comprehend it >.< i have tried to read up on it, probably about the average novels worth of reading, but it's just not clicking for me.. iw ish they'd put out "the idiot's guide to growing pot", if that book helped me to understand html, i'm sure it could help here too...