Quote Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou
Yes, I saw that video too where buddy gets his neck sawed out. It was from the Russian mafia if I remeber right, but yeah, that shit IS beyond fucked.

I try not to watch death videos anymore though. It messed me up for a bit when I did.
yeah i don't watch 'em anymore either... because of that video (id on't know this for a fact, but it started happening at about the same time..) now i can't have my neck exposed when i'm sleeping... i just CAN'T it will literally feel like a combination of a knife in my neck and a cramp.. it' shard to explain.. like i don't feel the sharp pain, but you know that feeling other hten pain when you cut yourself deep... your body reconizes there's a foriegn body in your... well body lol... and it gives this weird feeling... it's like that but also a cramp.. i have to cover my neck wiht a cover, my arm, a pillow.. something... if i'm laying there trying to sleep (even sometimes not trying to sleep, just laying there) i'll get that feeling, and the longer i leave it exposed, the worse it get...

it's a really impossible feeling ot explain.. it's like i feel the vulnerability of it... it doesn't hurt, but after awhile, i can't fucking take it anymore...