yeah, I want to smoke more often but I think i'll keep it secret from him if I do cause I don't know how to make him stop freaking out.

He literally goes on for minutes at a time if I mention getting high or anything about weed. It's like I have to wait 3 weeks to even mention it. FUCK, and he can't even be chill about telling me to "chill out on the weed". Because if I mention it, even if we are in public with lots of people he'll raise his voice and be like "dude, what the fuck, stop being obsessed with getting high!" and i'm not even getting obsessed.

I think it's cause he got another friend into smoking pot and she now does drugs like constantly and I think he feels bad.

But fuck, it's like, he didn't even offer, she wanted to do it. And I wanted to do it too.

Whatever, so i'm trying to buy like 1/4 of Jack Herer from my cousins buddy.