:stoned:Now I feel dumb for posting that, because I am behind it and everything. But I hope someone can learn from all of these stories, and know that when a red flag goes up i nthe begginign GET OUT BEFORE THE BRING YOU DOWN WITH THEM.

edit: If someone is doing this to anyone of you know that it isn't you! It's never the victims fault for abuse. Some sociopaths and power hungry bastards will make you think you deserve the abuse, which can honstly make it addiciting.
Although I am in a shitty relationship Its not abusive, but I do sometimes think I might be with him because of what I went through. I swear having people make you feel less than you should is a feeling you hold on to.
I put some thought into it and realized that I think we repeat our traumas because we think if we experince the same issues over and over again that maybe just maybe we will be good enough to fix it.

What a wild world.
Sorry for my long rambling ONCE AGIAN but I cant help myself :stoned::stoned::stoned::stoned::stoned::jointsmil e: