Man i feel for u thats gota suck ass so much, iv bein with my gf 9 months today and last nite i was goin mentle at her for no reason i was drunk i had 3 mates pullin me back i duno what it was i was drunk i had a thought in my head that she dont wana be with me no more so i went mad, turns out she does wana be with me ! i love her so much and she loves me i hope she says she does and i believe her, if i finished with her id end up comitin suicide or somethin even thought that sounds stupid i wouldnt be able to get over her im in love with her so much and im hapy!goin on holiday with her durin christmas infact im spendin christmas day with her in the white snow gona be the best time of my life i really cant wait anyway enough of me, hope things sort out for u we all go through bad times man