Thank you so much for the advice. I actually talked to my Dr. about marijuana earlier last year. She said it will make depression worse. Right now, I can't think of anything that will make my depression worse than not being able to be turned on by my husband. I have an appt today with a new shrink, we'll see how it goes. I don't think I'm going to bring it up today though. Probably make him think I'm a freak or something.

I've laid off alcohol in the past few days that I have been smoking, I don't desire the alcohol at all!!! I feel better and I am sleeping better. Not to mention stratosphere orgasms.

Hard part is I think I really want to continue this method, but I am going to need to tell my teenage son. It's too hard to hide. How do you do that one and still come across as parental? He has smoked in the past, but he hasn't been because he wants to join the AF. He's 16 1/2.