missing a half year of school every year...

something i won't say...

not moving my wife when i noticed she was walking infront of a car i had a bad feeling about (as usual my bad feeling was correct)

leaving one of my ex girlfriends to go out wthi another girl just because i was listening to a dumb ass shallow friend of mine (took years to finally track down the ex, explain and apologize and tell her how shitty i felt about it)

going back to school (not because of what'd you think... lets just say i got involved with agirl that i regret ever getting involved with)

getting my brother to get me weed.. which eventually led to him smoking, and eventually getting into worse situations, and eventually being murdered (i know it's not my fault he's dead, but if i hadn't got him into it, there's a good chance he never would have, and he would have never been involved in anythign that night)

ever letting my dad back in my life

not telling my mom how i feel about her

never developing a work ethic

letting everyting be handed to me on a platter when i was younger (turned into me not developing a work ethic)

there's way too much to list.