I'm in kind of a similar situation, dropped out of high school two yrs ago but im actually almost done gettin my GED now(im 18 btw). I also hav bad social anxiety to, and right now i pretty much sit at home playing computer games smoking weed. I have no idea what im gonna do either casue i have done nothing for 2 years, and i cant hold a job anywhere cause of the anxiety and also im lazy as shit. O well, at least I have weed