why im posting this, i gotta get it off my chest tho- even if its to people i will never meet..

my dads got ups and downs with depression, i was said to get it maybe... well right now i could start crying for no reason... i cant stop thinking about the future, i dont know what to do or how im even going to do it, or get out of my parents place for that matter.. i didnt graduate high school, im almost 20 and im fuckin scared, scared of going insane cuz i can feel myself slipping.. thoughts of growing old alone and dying,,, or losing my parents

im shy- i have a hard time being myself to strangers

i didnt hit the backspace on this post, all just what came to my head as i was typing,,,, leave what you what about this--
UMrocksmysocks Reviewed by UMrocksmysocks on . i have no clue why im posting this, i gotta get it off my chest tho- even if its to people i will never meet.. my dads got ups and downs with depression, i was said to get it maybe... well right now i could start crying for no reason... i cant stop thinking about the future, i dont know what to do or how im even going to do it, or get out of my parents place for that matter.. i didnt graduate high school, im almost 20 and im fuckin scared, scared of going insane cuz i can feel myself slipping.. thoughts of Rating: 5