I was born in a little hippie town in Northern California on the first day of the autumn equinox in 1985.
I was born to a mother who was freshly 23 years old, and a father who was 38 years old.
My father was a well known coke dealer during the 80s...(part of the reason my mom was with him..)
..I was a complete accident. My father and mother broke up when I was 3 years old.
My mom and I struggled to make ends meet, while living in a trailor park, and saving up cents for cans of soup..
..until in 1992 we moved to Oregon to live with my grandparents.
My mom worked her ass off and went to work and school full time and graduated college with honors and now has a great job and owns her own house.
My father is an asshole still, 60 years old, 35 year old wife...11 year old genius step daughter.
He is a weapons dealer in Iraq, and he is also a lawyer..and a flight instructor/charter pilot.
He also plays basically ever instrument ever imagineable and owns many.
Too bad he was never there for me.
I grew up an only child spending most of my time alone.
I played violin for 7 years.
I can't be anyone but myself, as always...
I was quite the rebellious teen.
My mom married a bipolar man when I was 13 years old who had 3 equally as crazy children...we moved to Orange County, California...where I proceeded to drop out of school....a couple times...

Until finally my mom realized the man was nuts(when I came home from school one day and the whole house was gutted and he was gone)..
..we moved back to Oregon.

I took a huge interest in Snowboarding and body art. Also ventured to many concerts.

My mom was diagnosed with Lupus when I was 16 years old and has been battling it ever since, shes an amazing woman.

Pretty much every person in my family is an alcoholic and many have died from it.

My grandparents were my main supporters in life and without them my mom and I would be nowhere.

I am currently a full time college student, and I work in a Juice Bar full time too. I have a boyfriend who is my best friend and I have been with for 2 years...despite our issues we love eachother a lot.

...and here I am..