It seems in the past year I have known more people around me to have babies than ever. Never would I have ever thought that at such a young age(21 years old)..I would start to feel like I want kids.

I am going to fight(and will) the thought of wanting kids now.

I don't want to do what my mother did....and have a kid too soon!

However, she always tells me weird trippy stuff...like I should have a kid young?

I am feeling quite nested...with my boyfriend of 2 years...we often talk about kids, and have agreed that if I were to get pregnant on accident at this point in time...we will keep the child.

I don't know, I am trippin' out on life lately...

I know what I want and what I need..but I still just have this trippy ass feeling in the pit of my stomach screaming BABY!!