And those religious folk would vow that God helps those who helps themselves!!!

God hasn't got a fucking clue.
At every turn, everything that I try to do to make a better life for myself is met with obstacle and hardship.
Why?
Why can someone like me, not necessarily an angel, but an essentially good person, have to face this adversity time after time after time?

Life...........Fucking pointless....
Being good.....fucking useless....
Caring about others.....waste of fucking time.......
Trying to do the right thing.....lmfaooo...payback is suffering

I want to go to sleep now...waking hours brings to much misery.