Quote Originally Posted by cannabis campbell
Serious question... do you? or do you ever think about it and think this is getting boring same thing same feeling everyday

I remember when i first tried it i thought it was amazing (no doubt about it i still do) but it used to be a lot better than i think it is not, im sure you can all agree with me in saying that when you first used to do it it was a lot better and it was also good because you didnt need as much.

It good going out, doing things stoned, getting stoned with friends etc well (from my point of view) I used to do it every single day and i havent had any for the past 2 weeks (just on a short break) I didnt think i would be able to cope with it but its not as hard as you think it does get easier every day (its just the damn cigarettes that i cant give up now, not sure if i ever will be able to, btw anyone tried those patches do they do anything?? lol, back on subject...)

If im being honest with myself i used to confuse "wanting" weed with "needing" it i was an addict, and the first step is admiting it to yourself, I basically needed it every single day but i just kept telling myself that i wanted it, not needed it, it got to the point where i had to have weed to enjoy myself, otherwise without it everything was boring and life was just shit.

Now that ive managed to go these past 2 weeks without it, i dont think i want to go back to how i was (oh btw no offence to anyone who smokes it everyday at all) I dont "need" it anymore and at the moment i dont even "want" it, (because im saving up my money of course if i grew it i would be stoned as fuck every single day lol) but when i start smoking it again i would probably just want to do it once or twice a week which isnt that bad really in my opinion.

The bad thing about it is if you buy it all the time, and get really bad on it you realise that you end up spending all or most of your money on it and it sort of puts your life on pause because you cant buy anything real that you would appreciate more like a car or a house for example.

like the saying goes you control the drug dont let the drug control you or you abuse the drug dont let the drug abuse you something along those lines lol

Anyway i just wanted to get that out, thanks for anyone who read through that and if you just posted pretending to read but you really didnt then you know what fuck you lol

Thats EXACTLY how I feel... i couldn't have said it any better.
But i don't think I'm gonna stop anytime soon... For some reason I can't stop myself from reaching for the bong numerous times throughout the day... I guess i just love it too much.

Rock on. :jointsmile: