CRACKED.

[CanaDanKs Inc.]

turn your cell phone off and go somewhere you can be alone. I think the time to yourself with out people bothering you will be very benificial.

I hope you start feeling better soon.

Much love.

Excellent suggestion. A quiet and peaceful walk in the woods, mountains, or at the beach is one way to quiet unwanted thoughts as your attention is focused on the beauties of nature..

I feel a lot of support in this thread, and it WILL pay off.

CanaDanKs Inc. Reviewed by CanaDanKs Inc. on 02-12-2007. CRACKED. I cracked. My overwhelming life is quickly taking me down the..."fuck it" road. It's too much......and I have no one to blame but myself.:( Rating: 5

[MaryJaneScott]

it's time...

to make Lemonade


LoVE! for YOU
LoVE! for ME

[Ganj]

Lemonade is cool and all, but something more hearty is in order. Something that fills you up right. A soup? Brownies? Love to you too, MaryJaneScott.

[stinkyattic]

Never forget to schedule time for YOURSELF!!!
Boss: "hey Tallulah, can you come in and cover a shift this weekend?"
You: "No, sorry, Sunday mornings are for MEEEEEEE!"
Boss: "Oh I didn't know you went to church."
You: "I don't. See you on Monday."
*click*

[TheGreenFog]

No no no...Do not let yourself fall in that hole my dear.

You are a strong person Tallulah, may I not know you, that matters not.

I have seen your ways on this forum, and can easily tell that you will come out of this a winner, as always.


Things tend to get out of control at times, but that is for you to grasp as a challenge and evolve from it. Look within for strength and love and you will find it. I understand that your schedule is tight, but do find as much time as possible to sleep and to take a few breaks. A 20 minute session of sitting on the couch with soothing music while thinking about your problems, and lifting away from them for that moment, will greatly improve the well being of your inner self.


You have been through similar and worse situations before, and you remember looking back at them from a happy perspective and thinking that all the negativity was worthless. Cannabis is a wonderful substance, but as with anything else, it doesn't like to be exploited. Perhaps some clear minded times are nescessary as well?


All in all, I send much of my strength to you young woman. These harsh times will soon be over and you shall behold, once again, the ultimate power of balance.


Love,

and much more, love.

Damn, CanaDanks, first you gave me the Dynamite Surfing, and now this...? Irie, mon. Rep for you.

MY response to you, Tallulah, is DITTO what he said ^

I hope you feel better soon.


RastafarI. One Love.


The Fog :rastasmoke:

[delusionsofNORMALity]

i've had several over the years and i find them most relaxing. between bouts of uncontrollable screaming, hysterical crying and running head first into walls, there is ample time for contemplation as you spend the mandatory 72 hour in observation.

of course you could always relax a bit now, treat yourself like royalty on occasion, but then you would miss out on all the fun. electro-shock is a blast, but the choice is yours.

[Samwhore]

I know how you feel, the pain is too much and the pressure is overbearing. You want to either die right now or kill everyone. Unleash the pain in a healthy way and relieve the pressure when you can. If you dont have time. Try the easy way, in the shower, use a lavendar soap (relaxing) in the car, listen to calming music, drink some tea, know that you are loved

even if you rip all your hair out, theres always rogaine to grow it back

[Skink]

Hang in there Tal,,,We love you...

[TallulahGreen]

A customer was mean to me at work yesterday(which isn't uncommon)...and I just broke down crying and ended up non stop crying for like an hour with my boss trying to make me feel better-which by the way he had no clue HOW-and made it much worse.

Today in class(before work)...my teacher tells me im not doing so good...and I have another freakin' break down and leave class and go home...

...THEN I go to work, and I am not supposed to take my breaks unless I have a manager to cover my breaks..
...WELLLLLL all the managers left early today, before I had a SINGLE break...and I waited around for hours wondering where the hell they were(because they didn't tell me they left!) and why the hell haven't I gotten my break.

SO I said fuck it and I am now taking a break getting stoned.

The funny thing about making lemonade is that I am a freakin' juicer hahhaha...that is my JOB....

Also, as far as the having work as me if I can cover a shift and me saying no...that is really freakin' hard to do. Because chances are no one will be able to cover it and I am the only option, so that is why I am always working.

Not to mention in the juice bar we have just enough staff for the schedule we have and I cannot ever call in sick because that would be a tremendous disaster.

AHHH.

I think I am going to drop out of one of my classes.

Before I go craazy...oh wait...too late.


Thanks guys so much, it is so great to have so many people support me! Unlike my work...

[Skink]

Hey,,,it will get better... The sqeeky wheel gets the grease,,,go to your boss composed and looking Hawt like you are and ask for one less day a week... explain that you need more time for school and working for school will not matter if you fail because of stress...