CRACKED.

[TallulahGreen]

I cracked.

My overwhelming life is quickly taking me down the..."fuck it" road.

It's too much......and I have no one to blame but myself.

TallulahGreen Reviewed by TallulahGreen on 02-12-2007. CRACKED. I cracked. My overwhelming life is quickly taking me down the..."fuck it" road. It's too much......and I have no one to blame but myself.:( Rating: 5

[napolitana869]

take a nap and things will seem better when you wake up

[TallulahGreen]

take a nap and things will seem better when you wake up

Thats the problem, I don't have time for things like a nice little nap.

Working 5 days a week and going to school 4 days a week...all the while having people trying to just make it harder for you..

blah..it's too much.

[higher4hockey]

.......to turn to drugs!

[Its a Plant]

What do you mean you "cracked"? Did you go off on someone at a bar and now there's a warrent out for your arrest?

I do admit, I feel like tossing aside my term papers and lighting one up...

Hang in there. ~

[benagain]

That sucks. Hang in there! If you're in school, shouldn't you be getting a spring break here soon? Take a week off of work and get out of town. Thats my advice :thumbsup:

[Ganj]

Whoa! That is intense! *Pats Tallulah on the back*

[CanaDanKs Inc.]

I cracked.

My overwhelming life is quickly taking me down the..."fuck it" road.

It's too much......and I have no one to blame but myself.

No no no...Do not let yourself fall in that hole my dear.

You are a strong person Tallulah, may I not know you, that matters not.

I have seen your ways on this forum, and can easily tell that you will come out of this a winner, as always.


Things tend to get out of control at times, but that is for you to grasp as a challenge and evolve from it. Look within for strength and love and you will find it. I understand that your schedule is tight, but do find as much time as possible to sleep and to take a few breaks. A 20 minute session of sitting on the couch with soothing music while thinking about your problems, and lifting away from them for that moment, will greatly improve the well being of your inner self.


You have been through similar and worse situations before, and you remember looking back at them from a happy perspective and thinking that all the negativity was worthless. Cannabis is a wonderful substance, but as with anything else, it doesn't like to be exploited. Perhaps some clear minded times are nescessary as well?


All in all, I send much of my strength to you young woman. These harsh times will soon be over and you shall behold, once again, the ultimate power of balance.


Love,

and much more, love.

[Nochowderforyou]

Just think how good life will be when you get out of school and into a feild of work that you enjoy. It's hard now, but it will pay off in the end.

Good luck.

[JaggedEdge]

I'm sorry to hear you are having such a tough time right now. Please hang in there though, things usually end up working out in the end. If you have a day off from work soon, turn your cell phone off and go somewhere you can be alone. I think the time to yourself with out people bothering you will be very benificial.

I hope you start feeling better soon.

Much love.