im am 100% positive it was just weed. Like i said i have had the visual effects probably 10 times in the past 2 months, atleast 3/4 of the time it was with my own weed. The more often i smoke the more intense it gets, hints reverse tolerance. As far as the visuals i am used to it in a way. Its hard to explain, but believe me when i say its just as intense as any hypnotic drug like shrooms, lsd, or salvia.

Thats not the point i was making with this thread though. The reason i wanted to post it was because of the mental state i was in. Its incredibly difficult to explain, but plain and simple I felt like i was in the afterlife. I thought i was dead. Imagine feeling dead for 3 hours straight. I felt like there was no point of return. It felt like i was in hell, and there was no going back.

I didn't freak out, cry, or really show any emotion, it was almost emotionless. One interesting thing was the recall of vivid memories. The whole life flashing before your eyes is what kind of sparked this idea of death.

After I talked myself out of being in 'hell' I could feel my blood pressure rise. I had to close my eyes at some points because it was so intense, felt like my eyes would explode. So with my heart rushing, i once again got this thought about death, i felt like i was still alive and really high, and was going to die. I couldn't grasp the concept that weed wont kill.

For 3 hours of the day, I for sure thought my life was over, but it was more real than just freaking out in general. All my thoughts and feelings were extremely present, and vivid, but also loose in some ways. I wasn't shouting 'im going to die' i was calm.

One thing that should be said is i have OCD, so thoughts of death are common for me, but this time i actually felt it.