Quote Originally Posted by BizzleLuvin
i wonder sometimes if i am already dead, or if everyone else is already dead too. when i was in kindergarten, i would cry sometimes because i would think about death and realize that one day I would be dead and that i would leave behind my friends and family and home.
i had similar thoughts when i was just a child. i remember one time my mother walked into the store and i simply imagined someone killing her while trying to rob the place and it always brought tears to my eyes. now i can't even think of death in such a way without feeling like a deranged lunatic. i look at death more philosophically rather than worrying about what i'd do if someone close to me were to depart to the land of the dead. when it's time for us to face death, we will face it as we were brought into this world, alone. is it time to leave this world or shall i stay a bit longer? as for me, i have yet to love wholeheartedly, so i'll stay for a little while longer...