hey trynagethigh ,
i feel for ya man . i too have subjected myself to some crazy shit .
managed to blow myself up 6 yrs. ago . 5 mos. self induced coma 16 mo. hospital stay -n- torture most ppl. can't even imagine bro. i'm 90% 3rd degree . 1-2% 4th. degree - bone exposed -n- stuff .
that that doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
or crazier ???
Peace man
your cuz
crispi