Quote Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou
I went through something that changed me for life.

9 years ago when I first moved to Canada I got jumped by 3 unknown people that put me in the hospital for 2 days. They crushed in the right side of my face, which in result gave me permanant nerve damage along the right side of my nose, and right upper lip. It's kind of numb still, and it will never go away. It's the same feeling when your arm falls asleep. Kind of the tingly numb feeling.

I had to go into surgery to get my face bone pulled back out. I could only open my mouth maybe half an inch. When I opened it any further, I could feel my face bone hitting against my upper jaw.

Since that day I carry a blade with me, and I won't hesitate for a second to slice someone up in a million pieces if they mess with me. It made me very paranoid for a good year to walk alone at night, and that's where my anxiety started. My temper is even worse now, but I take medication to keep me level.

So yeah, thanks to them I have strong hatred towards human beings. Watching the news and the stupid things people do doesn't help either. When I see or hear of people getting jumped, I wish I could find those people and kill them slowly. They have no need for life on this earth, so I say fuck them.
Nochowder Im truly sorry to hear that happened to you. Nobody has the right to do what was done to you. It seems that those that prey on others obviously have not come up against the right person. I can honestly say that I have never had anyone do any kind of physical damage to me as you have but any pain whether it be mental, physical or what have you is pain that was needlessly inflicted upon you. I feel you on the weapon to protect yourself as I am the same, lord knows i have become an expert on torture and really dimented shit to do to those who deserve it. God willing I will never have to make my presence felt that way but if it comes down to it you gotta do what you got to to keep breathin.
trynagethigh Reviewed by trynagethigh on . Anybody here been through a serious tragedy? Anybody here been through a horrific tragedy that has you fucked up mentally forever? Changed you? Altered your life and lifestyle? How you think? The person you used to be/are now? There has to be someone out there that can relate to me. Rating: 5