lol skink, finally your name is bolded! now you can wear your crown in all your true glory (you luck bastard ~runs off mumbling...~

yes i'm a control freak, i fucking hate things being out of my control... (isn't it kinda funny i married a control freak too? yet, lol we don't put 'control freak type shit on our baby... but everything else of our life.. WATCH THE FUCK OUT! lmfao!)

i'm slowly learning to let shit go... it's kinda hard at first, but i'm learning...

also, i do believe in something, i just don't believe in 'god'.. mostly the way the bible is... i believe there's a higher power, i mean damnit, you'd be naive to think all this happened for no reason at all... but i just like to sum it up in the name karma...

do to others as you would have them do to you, has never steered me wrong NEVER... the bible, i've read it quite a few times, i just find to many inconsistancies.... i stopped believing in the christain-type god along time ago, but i do beleive there is something up there, watching us.. i do believe there is something there, with a guiding hand that helps us through things..

but i just call it karma. do bad, you will have bad thrown upon you, do good you will be blessed with good.... and by that i've tried to live my life as good as i possiblly can (by good i mean from a moral standpoint, not just what makes me feel good) and i was given my son.. which is a whole nother story... lol)