I got car-jacked at gun point by 6 men dressed in black with ski-masks on when I was like 3. I still remember it very detailed. Probally scared me emotionally and is partially why I am paranoid on/off the road. We were car-jacked behind my house next to where the Northhollywood metro station is. Just me and my mom in the car. My dad had actually noticed 6 men for the past month around the area sorta just looking at us when we came home. I believe the car was a ford thunderbird, brand new. It also fucked my mom up kinda. She is afraid to drive at night, and afraid to drive in small areas. She actually tries to drive as little as possible(while still being able to function somehwat normally).HAHA I thought this thread was involving traffic incidents! Well I have WAY more. Some include, multiple hallucinations throughout my life since I can remember. Feelings of extreme paranoia at all times. Multiple suicide attempts by age 5. My parents own suicide attempts. All the physical abuse inflicted on me and my mother. More on me, by both parents. Kinda the only times I saw my parents, they were fighting and took there anger out on me for w/e reason. Uhh pther random things could be having a crazy ass aunt who makes up bullshit stories and use to get me in trouble for no reason, and a weird (probally has pyscosis) cousin who would fuck with my head and tourment me all day everyday(same school, and I went to his house after school). I've tried killing people before too. I actually have no idea why no one has called the cops on me. I went into the hospital last year for a week or so, and that really allowed me to realize there was REALLY something wrong with me. Helped me find meds that made me feel normal. It kinda chnaged my outlook on life because it made me realize how diverse the universe is. Also I have been extensivley sudying philosophy and psychology and I am utterly confused now. I really have no idea what to think anymore thanks to studying those subjects. But all in all,I change so much so often because I haven't really reached a stable point in my life, and I still live with my parents. So I guess what I say doesn't really relate to what you are going through? Just say what's going on and I can give a specific example.