Nah it wouldnt make you like that for the rest of your life. It would last a long time, few hours. Some people do things under the influence of stuff and they have no idea they did them. If you want to experiemt with shroom/acid have a sitter. Have them remain somewhere else in the house. and have them only come in if your in some kind of danger or feel very uneasy, btw I take it from your post you have no idea what these drugs do? www.erowid.com Be careful they make you hallicunate LSD is by far way more intense