Cheeched,
I don't know you, nor have I made any effort to converse with you prior to this. But after reading these posts, I have a feeling I know the kind of guy you're stuck with. From the sounds of things, he needs to grow up and get a clue. He's transient, needy to a fault, and verbally abusive. No female should have to endure any of those things. It's understandable that it is a frightening prospect to lose him, not because of losing the actual person, but because of the void it will create in your life. But that void will fill, replaced by someone who has those qualitites that you find so enduring in him, and without those that are so painful.

By ending this relationship you will be doing yourself more good than you can imagine. You say you don't want to have put so much into a relationship just to let it go for nothing. No relationship is ever worthless, the lessons learned in failed relationships are far more valuable than those learned in healthy ones. Love is about give and take, and though he has taken so much from you, he has given you back life experience that will prove to be invaluable in the future.

I was trying to avoid another long post, so, leave him. Enroll in college, meet new people, move on. Let him join the Army, if they don't whip him into some sort of shape, he's a lost case. Don't contact him after you move on, don't allow him to contact you. Remove yourself from a situation that causes you so much pain. You're an extremely attractive and intelligent girl and you can do better. Hell, if I was a little younger and not married.....

Do not allow him to scar you any deeper than he has already. Much love and this toke's for you.

Peas out
LonerStoner Reviewed by LonerStoner on . Let me live in your closet! Please :( I think the cops are going to be after me for something I did...and Im pretty sure Ill be sent to a group home or a boot camp... :( :( Im scared Its just one of those feelings when you KNOW somethings going to happen that is bad. Please let me live in your closet, I promise Ill be good :o Rating: 5