here is a pic of my hand

i was separating frozen burgers with the bigget knife i had
it was the only clean one and i was in a rush to meet someone
so i was pushing it hard, finally got through them and also into my hand
a few milimetres from coming out
lost a couple of pints of blood, fucked my nerves
now i cnt feel my finger, cant straighten 2 of them
dont think i ever will be able to

i got 14 stitches, but 2 already popped out whilst i had a pot on
i cant use that hand very well, probably like that for life
doctor said theres a chance it will get better after a few years
i hop so

its just passed mid-day and iv already been drinkin
and notice cannabis.com on my screen