Oh yeah, you're in the States. I always forget they like to screw their own people over who are in need.

I'm just used to here because mental health services are free. It should be the same everywhere else.

If you're into music go play something relaxing. I play Pink Floyd and Zeppelin sometimes and I just lose myself. When I play for an hour, it feels like 5 minutes. It's like sleeping in a way, I feel no pain or anything.