maybe i care so much becasue me and my dead brother had come to the conclusion we're going to have to protect him... and now that he's dead, i'm the only one that's left... and if he moves away, i can't keep that promise... i just don't know anymore..

nation, if you had next to no one except your brother, i'm sure you'd be singing a diffrent tune... i have my own family, he was pretty much the only thing tieing me into a family (other then my wife and kid).... i don't know if you can understand that, but with him leaving, it's like i'm alone in the world (nearly)...

and out of all the times he could have chose, he chose the wrong time to drop the bomb on me... i got next to no sleep last night... i'm still hung over from all the nyquil... i feel like shit... and now i've gotta try to keep myself calm while i have next to no energy...

everyone reacts diffrently to diffrent situations.. i wish i could somehow take the feeling out of my chest, and place it in yal, so you know what i feel.. ic an't explain it... it's like fear, anger, sadness, shame, lonliness all rolled into one lump-feeling...
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . and here we go.... (more brother issues) i'm trying very hard to not like freak out or anything.... but i just got a call from my brother... he's moving to tennese with a friend of his... he's offically quit school (papers or whatever is already signed, he's out for good) and he's moving quite a few states away from me... so now i have nothing left here, except my grandparents my son and wife.... i have no father, i have no mother, i have no family, i have no friends (here)... and since he's moving, i won't be getting weed anymore Rating: 5