im here for you man

wish i could hook you up..

try to make some friends...

for a time i was drinking myself to sleep with liters and thinking about my ex to the point where i would hurt physically...i got all fat and since i quit weed and alc...i smoke cigs...but i got mental problems i keep bent with pills...if i dont take em i feel impending doom...like a form of paranoia but it feels like your brain/ heart will fail immenently...

i dont know how much help i and us on here can be but i care about you..

you said in a post back somewhere youve been off it for 2 months...ive been off 4 1/2

sometimes its better.
i seriously hope things buck up for you and your situation

-John