Te'll me what you think.

[The C]

I get the feeling some people don't like me on here.

I would appreciate the courtesy of you at least telling me why you don't like me, or why no-one respondes to my threads.

Am I overbearing?
Desprate?
Am I a loner?
Do i be-little poeple?

If you notice that im in-secure about myself you can at least realise that everyone is that way a little bit i think, and tell me! I dunno, i would just appreciate if someone informs me of whats turning you people off. Mabe it's something i can work on, or if it's not just tell me so i can realise mabe i shouldnt go on internet forums. I would really appreciate it.

Gee i have really low self esteem in certain ways. this isnt helping but still be honest.

The C Reviewed by The C on 12-01-2004. Te'll me what you think. I get the feeling some people don't like me on here. I would appreciate the courtesy of you at least telling me why you don't like me, or why no-one respondes to my threads. Am I overbearing? Desprate? Am I a loner? Do i be-little poeple? If you notice that im in-secure about myself you can at least realise that everyone is that way a little bit i think, and tell me! I dunno, i would just appreciate if someone informs me of whats turning you people off. Mabe it's something i can Rating: 5

[Encatuse]

Well, I didn't much care for you at first, but then I made a really mean post about you. You responded to that so insanely nicely that I couldn't help but feel really bad. Mainly I didn't like you because you wrote in a typical internet fashion. But the above post is written very well, so I don't have a reason to not like you. ^.^ I really appreciated how you didn't get uber pissed when I was an asshole to you. I know i would have if someone was like that to me. So, in conclusion. I like ya. What you did in the beginning to piss me off was respond to one of my posts where I was saying my beliefs about salvia in a rather skeptical way. Saying one could have a spiritual experience from an apple etc. I felt like you didn't really believe me, and I hate feeling like someone thinks Im a liar. Especially since every trip I decide to detail into words are 100% factual. Anyway, I like ya. ^.^

[The C]

Ok i remmeber that post. With the apple thing.

You stuck your neck out explaining how you felt and I stuck a dagger to it. I'm sorry about that. I'm sure I was having a bad day, and I have yet to have a "good" salvia trip, so i developed a kinda igonrent perspective of it. I get pretty opionated sometimes. Drugs are great for religious experiences and stuff like that, and I hear salvia can be a great oracle.

[RESiNATE]

This is news to me, C

If no one responds to your threads, it may just be because the subject matter didn't 'turn them on' at the time...doesn't mean that they haven't read it, and may return to it later.
Like me, for example, I didn't respond to the "If God Exists.." thread for ages, but I was reading it, whilst formulating what I thought I would say....now, it seems that I have monopolised the bloody thing lmaoo...but, you know, that kinda thing really gets my neural juices flowing and I love a good theoretical debate - 'cos we all learn something, at the end of the day.

Listen, being insecure is nothing to feel ashamed about - I'll bet that 99.9% of the folks on this board are insecure - I know I am, but that's the beauty of internet forums...we can be who we want to be, and voice our thoughts.
I do.
One thing I always am, is honest about my views. I have opinions, just like everyone else - and I try to express those opinions in way that doesn't cause out-right offense.
If someone disagrees with you, then it's usually as much about validating their own views, as it is about getting you to validate yours.
It's how I look at things...the "If God Exists.." thread, is proof of that.

I remember starting a thread about "Chicken Killers"...I was only talking about the horrid job that I had to do that night, but it took off in all sorts of directions - from vegetarianism to cruelty to animals...sometimes, a thought can turn into a wild debate about allsorts...another time, that thought might have fallen flat on it's back.
Don't get too hung-up about it, dude...relax...it's only a forum, init!

lol Proof had a go at me for my sense of humour...that's cool, doesn't mean I don't like him anymore...he was just expressing an opinion...just cos he was wrong, doesn't worry me mwhahaha (only kidding, Proof )

We all like ya, C !!

[The C]

It's good to hear the last 2 posts, we'll not really mine, sometimes i get a little paranoid <-- glasses so no-one sees where im looking.

I dunno it's good to hear. I get way to many conspiracy theories going on in my head sometimes, and add a ramshackle of phychological issues onto that and we got ourselves a lil mess .

I just enjoy posting on here latenight when im stoned, and I don't really wanna feel like I should pack up and go because of paranoid suspicion.
We'll i guess everythings cool here, thanks for letting me know that.

[Encatuse]

C, if you're allowed to get salvia shipped discreetly ((I can even put it in something else like a dvd case or something in case you have snoopy parents or rents living with you or something)) then I'll make sure you're one of the people who I send out some salvia extract to for free. ((Cuz Ill be selling salvia and Ive gotta prove Im legit somehow. Figure free samples may be the best way)) Anyway, with that I'll send ya some instructions on how to make sure its a good trip etcetera.

Anyway, we're cool now. ^.^

[The C]

Hey, thanks I would really appreciate that, I guess by proving you ligitimacy I'm helping you out to, though i wish i could do a bit more.

We'll make it a small sample so i wont feel to guilty. :P

We's cool.

[Button Basher]

Why do you care man? None of these people even know you. We're all here for the same reason, to have friendly discussions.
You seem like a cool guy, you havn't attacked anyone for no reason so you pass the BB test .

I say chill out mate, if anyone doesn't like you on here, fuck 'em. :P

[BOgart.bitch]

i dont have a reason not to like you ;D

[maryjanemama]

Mrs. Seinfeld to Jerry, "Don't be ridiculous...everyone likes you! How can anyone not like you? You're a wonderful boy! A wonderful boy!"

Hahaha, C don't get paranoid, we like you...

I look at it like this: Anyone who doesn't like me in cyberspace get in line with everyone else who doesn't like me in "real" life. I am who I am.