I have not personally been addicted to that drug, but I know people that have. The great news is that what you are feeling right now is only temporary. I was addicted to narcotics and you can't even believe the pain I suffered for an entire month. My vision was blurry-it was awful. There is such an awesome book that you should read. It's called "The mood cure" and if you go to the web site www.moodcure.com you will get a lot of info there-but the book itself will show you ways to feel better within days.
What is so amazing is that people dont realize how important the food and chemicals that we put into our body are. I think Marijuanna is minor compared to the rest-but still, it will take some time for you to adjust.
Can you go to the doctor and ask him for valium or xanax? That helps the best with anxiety. Maybe just let them know you just want enough to last you a few weeks or as long as they think it will take for the withdrawl. Trust me-my doctor was so unfazed when I told him my addiction to vicodin. They see it all the time-and weed is so common I bet most of the Dr's smoke it.

I am very proud of you for being strong. It will be hard-but you are on your way. Stick with it-you will be fine, and when you feel like your old self again you are going to really be proud and thankful you did it. THe nice thing about that book is it talks about some supplements you can get that are already in our brain-they have been depleted from the different drugs, etc that we've fed in there. So it depletes our energy, our sense of tranquility (which is like our natural valium). She tells you how to get the right things at the nutrition center (any store) and start feeling better in a day or two. I hope you like it!!

Thanks,
D.
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