my experience: I am 16. smoke basically every day I don't have school.

Weed has in my own opinion freed me from the chains of society if u will. This comes with a lack of motivation, because when u realize that u are living and doing something false that u don't believe is important (school for me and for u). so yes weed can be to blame for this. it does alter what u think. HOw can one say u learn life lessons but then not realize that it is because life lessons that people become unmotivated. the unmotivation comes from the feeling that u are wasting ur time. no one is motivated to waste their time.

I neve plan on quitting weed, because why plan things out when u can just go with the flow. u seem to want to quit korrupt. U seem to be able to last without weed as can I. ask urself if ur still having fun. I doubt u will go back to what u were. some animals just can't survive out of the cage. that is the problem with society. it is a cage and now u have escaped. U know what is out there and u can not ever go back.

dude ur fucking fine. I felt awkward with my family at Thanksgiving to. u are growing as am I. depression is normal. No need to medicate. Life is life. don't look at the way others live and set that as ur rule. live the way u live. don't question who u are, cause u can't change who u are. who u are is made up of experiences. weed is an experience. weed will alter who u are if it shows u the light.

Just remember u are looking at urself from a strange and deranged perspective, u are normal.