maybe you hang with these people cause you want to be the ugly friend? this isnt your first post like this...the other one was about you not getting as many compliments as rebgirl or something, if i recall......very similar in nature to this post....maybe that other person was right and you should get some larger, not as attractive friends, so you can be center...

all i can say is eventually, as you get older, these things will not bother you anymore..i stopped giving a shit about what people thought around 28..

princess