My heart goes out to you man. I know thats prolly not makin it feel better... but we're here for you man. You need to vent, fuckin vent. We WILL listen. I know how it is to lose those that are close to us. I think most of us do. It's never a good feeling. Make sure you talk though man. Bottling it up isn't ever good.

Best of luck to you and his family.

- Encatuse