this is so fucked up..it isnt suppost to happen like this....i dont like being in the ICU with my best friend in a coma infront of me...i hope he can hear me because ive been talking to him when i was there....i got home at about 4:30 this morning from the hospital becuase his parents were nice enough to say im family...

THINGS ARENT SUPPOST TO BE THIS WAY
koshea Reviewed by koshea on . . over compultian and teenage ignorance lead to this...why the fuck did it ever have to happen...a 16 year old...now on his likley death bed in a alcahol induced coma....completley helpless...laying there...the kid i uesd to run around and play with...a damn drinking binge set this up...i should have been there to help him when it happend...i knew he had a problem with limits...ive known it since we were 3 and he keped eating candy even after he threw up..its my fucking fault that he is in this Rating: 5