over compultian and teenage ignorance lead to this...why the fuck did it ever have to happen...a 16 year old...now on his likley death bed in a alcahol induced coma....completley helpless...laying there...the kid i uesd to run around and play with...a damn drinking binge set this up...i should have been there to help him when it happend...i knew he had a problem with limits...ive known it since we were 3 and he keped eating candy even after he threw up..its my fucking fault that he is in this state of being. but then i suppose him being in the state he is in is my punnishment as well...

god...he is too young to die...his life cant end before it even begins...


the doctors say chances of survival are low....and chances of death within 24 hours are probable because his alcahol level was around 2.5-2.7...a day later they havent gone down much...still over lethal limit....






i just want to tear a hole in the side of reality and hide in there forever...
koshea Reviewed by koshea on . . over compultian and teenage ignorance lead to this...why the fuck did it ever have to happen...a 16 year old...now on his likley death bed in a alcahol induced coma....completley helpless...laying there...the kid i uesd to run around and play with...a damn drinking binge set this up...i should have been there to help him when it happend...i knew he had a problem with limits...ive known it since we were 3 and he keped eating candy even after he threw up..its my fucking fault that he is in this Rating: 5