11 lines is nothing. On my first time i did a gram in 5 minutes.....the second time i got some high grade shit....and did an 8 ball (3.5-4grams) of it in about 3-4 hours. Then i got really paranoid and whacked out. but cocaine tends to do that to you. it's really unpleasant...for the 20 minutes it lasts it's so nice and feels sogood but fuck the comedown is not worth it. That shit will leave you with psychosis forever. I know a guy who smoked crack for his entire life and now his brain is mush....he carries around some JFK conspiracy book and rants about various conspiracies against him and everyone else. he's fuckin nutty man. coke will do that to you. i never did coke again after that 8 ball......and i never did ecstacy after i took 14 pills. When i was 17 i started doing E everday. I ended up hooked on it..even though people say it's not physically addictive thats b.s..i was taking 3-4 pills everyday at 5$ a piece because i was the dealers driver. I became so used to it that i could take 10+ pills a night and i did that on many occasions. But the last time i did E, i had 14 pills....i was on my way to a cottage and on the drive i did 7.....i did 7 more that night and i never recovered. I have never been the same and i suffer from neurological problems and pain. I have chronic fevers..i sweat like a pig...i have uncontrollable eye movements ( basically my eyes go all over the place really quick) I get numbness in my side and leg, i feel dizzy all the time. This drug has ruined my life. I am 20 years old and i can't work or go to school. It's been about 2 years since i did ecstacy and the after effects keep getting worse. Friends told me it would go away after 6 months and i waited for that, but it never happened. Now i am scared shitless, alone, paranoid, scared and i am at the doctors every few weeks. My friends dont come around to talk to me, my fiance left me, and i haven't accomplished anything. I cant' even remember simple things. It's like i'm living in hell. I know i caused my problems and i accept full responsiblity for it. I just hope that some of you will not go overboard with drugs and do what i did. You never think something like this will happen to you until it's too late. My doctor says i will lost the feeling in my side and leg in the next year and i will have to be in a wheelchair. I can't go out alone because i need someone to help me cross the street and stuff cuz i can't judge when to walk because the nerves that connect to my eyes are fucked up. When i'm in the car i think every car is going to ram into us. Please if your thinking about using ecstacy just don't do it and if you have to do it dont take more than 1-2 pills. I know i was dumb to take 10+ pills but when you are taking E everyday and fucked up on it you dont really think about the side effects. It was the biggest mistake i ever made and i will pay for it for the rest of my life.

I am 20 years old. I should be working and going to school. I should be looking for my soulmate. I should be able to drive my car. Now, i have nothing. I can't support myself. I can't get a girlfriend/wife. I'm all alone in my personal hell.

SO THINK ABOUT THIS SHIT BEFORE YOU DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!