Blinded?

[slipknotpsycho]

I have been sober since yesterday.

i think that's your problem...

on a serious note, i think you were just too into weed... personally, weed should be a luxury you enjoy in your spare time, much like the average man (not alcoholic) enjoys a nice beer after work or on his day off....

take a nice break, sit back, and look at the times and situations where weed is good, and dont' let it consume your life, as it so obviously did.