that suucks so bad im sorry man, i know the feeling.
the only advice i could give you is to wait it out, emotions come & go. itll end eventually, but things could get better and they could get worse, and dont assume theyre gonna get worse.
just be happy, your alot better off then alot of people. think of that guy who was coming home from vacation, and canada thot he was a terrorist so they shipped him off to syria to be tortured. that something to freak out about!
you can smoke weed every day, i cant. i envy you.

peace!
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