You sound a lot like myself right now, LIP. Similar thoughts are haunting my mind right now as well. Reading all these thoughts and responses from many different viewpoints though really puts my own emotions in perspective and it helps alot. (Thanks for the collateral advice everyone) For the past couple of days I've been going through quite an uncomfortable break up with my significant other and it hurts like nothing else. I can't even begin to express the angst that I feel right now but it's getting better with journal/blogging/social therapy. (This vary thread is a good start) You’d be surprised how good it feels to get every single thought about her out of your system, If you have an understanding friend with a talent for patience, I definitely recommend talking or even writing, in length, about your experiences, thoughts and feelings. It has helped me quite a bit and I hope it helps you too. Good luck, man. Take some comfort in knowing that your not the only one suffering right now. Misery loves company, eh?