Hey Blue you grieve because of your loss,,,your friend feels nothing now and you are left with the leaky bag o shit... you can't bring her back so you will have to cry and get through it... remember the good times you had and focus on it... I know your pain ,but when i think about it,,, the pain is almost selfish,,, because we want the person to be here with us to comfort us and make us happy... to bad your friend could not find the same happiness... if there is a here after you Will meet again...

Peace,,, and the crying,,,well it's therapeutic so bawl your eyes out...