Hey blue, i dont think ive ever spoke to you but ive read a few of your posts in the past and your someone i would like to help..

Could you not go and visit her husband/mother as these are 2 other people that will also be heart broken, i think you should write that book for sure even more so now that your friend is no longer there as it will touch everyones heart! it may be a idea to ask people that have also known you 2 for a verry long time for any memories they have that you may have forgotten.

Just remember that your friend will always be with you from now on, looking down on you and taking special care. oXxxXo

Hope its not to hard for to long blue xx

josh xx

Edit: Make sure you get some really soft tissues asap otherwise you will get a saw nose & eyes x