I am still not sure what I have, because I already have anxiety and a very paranoid personality, and suppossedly have ADD as well. I have been having hallucinations since I was a little kid but no one believed me till I had a full blown manic episode about a year ago. I can't really compare what goes on in my brain compared to other people but it's pretty much impossible to describe. I'm probally not a schizo and am just bi-polar, but I really wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes these mental "disorders" cause a lot of negative in my life, but I feel like they make it more purposeful and fufilling.