Quote Originally Posted by sugarmagnolia
nothing wron with getting scared. thats part of the fun. U run around like its a nightmare. Pretty cool. maybe u are only scared cause u are alone. Smoke with others for a bit.
Maybe it was cuz of being alone. I just wanted to try it at the beach alone to see what it would be like. Crazy thing is, I think I will try again, but this time, let myself be absorbed by the cosmos and see what happens. haha. (maybe) lol.

I also just read that an "overdose" of marijuana (if there is such a thing) can cause hallucinations, loss of self etc.. so maybe I smoke way too much when alone. It is weird though, when with friends and stuff, I seem to get higher and have visual hallucinations while my friends do not. Course they are major pot heads, and I only use once a week or less. Dunno, always an intersting learning experience though.