ive let go. it helps me live a (for the most part) stress-free life, im more creative, understanding, tolerant, open-minded, relaxed. i can chill out and not get worried about things that arent a big deal, i can see past the little shit. its brought me away from organized religion bullshit and towards what i feel are more meaningful and interesting spiritual paths (maybe psychedelics had more of an effect on that one). it definately had a positive impact on my life