It may seem like things cant get much worse at this point... dont panic man.

Remember one thing, even tho its hard to do sometimes, never let yourself do anything drastic when your upset. ALWAYS wait till you calm down and can think straight before you start making important decisions.

Smoke chronic every once in a while if you need to bro, dont let anyone tell you that its wrong or bad. We're all different with different brain chemistry, and some people don't understand that cannabis just makes it easier to get through the days emotions sometimes, but that doesn't make them correct opinions.